Every letter, syllable, word. Weighed carefully. Properly. From this angle? No, you don't think so? Perhaps you are right. Yes. You are correct, I see your reasoning. I cannot do it elsewise. Still, they become deficit in my use. Close to meaningless (I'm far too skilled, have had too much training, think it through too thoroughly).

All meaning begins and ends with me. There's no emotions beyond me, no other state, no other horizon. It's the point of departure and the zone of arrival. I can't be held accountable in this universe of me.

I wanted our understandings to coincide, yet I'm taken by surprise when you autonomously conclude, interpret. I continously underestimate you; forget that we're all brought up in this self centered society. Yes, they're rendered harmless on my tongue (by me). Haven't you got that? Have I failed to tell you? Have you been fooled so easily?

So I weigh every letter, syllable, word carelessly. And you draw all the right conclusions.